PLEASURE WARNING: Smoking is addictive; once you feel the pleasure you may never want to stop.
My wife and I are both 21, and she started smoking when she was 17, and is about a pack a day. I've always tried getting her to quit for health reasons, not real serious about her quitting, but just mentioned it a few times. Over the past few months I've been thinking more and more 'Why does she smoke anyways?' So occasionally I would smoke one on the way home from work after a stressful day, but I've never told her. In the last week I've been smoking 4-5 cigarettes a day, and last night I had my first craving. I want to tell her that I want to be a smoker too, but after the years of telling her to quit, I don't know how to explain that I want to smoke. Does anyone have any ideas on how to tell her? I think I should tell her just how I feel. I love the feeling of smoking! And what makes it easier I guess is that she knows her smoking is REALLY attractive to me. I have a five day weekend for Memorial day this weekend, and I think I'm going to come out then.