Became curious about why so many people smoked, and the look of sheer pleasure smokers showed whilst taking large drags on cigarettes. I decided to try it and didn't enjoy it at first, but after a little persistence I realised I was beginning to enjoy it. A few more packs and I started to inhale deeper and hold the smoke in longer on each drag. I began to get cravings and now wish I'd started sooner. I love smoking now.
Never liked it until an ex-girlfriend of mine who was a stripper smoked. And she was really good at it. Bottom line is, I ended up starting to smoke because of her and I finally 'got it' once I inhaled for the first time......it felt really good. Gotta thank her for it for opening up my mind to smoking.
I think that I told this story before in another post, but since you asked. I was 12 and most of the people around me smoked so when I was at home in the after noons with every one gone I would take a cigerette from my older brothers pack, light it and puff on it, I did not know at that time you were suposed to inhale. One day we were all sitting around the table after lunch and visiting I was observing my brother's girl friend accross the table smoking. When she would take a drag the smoke would dissappear and her chest would rise then her chest would drop as she exhaled. That after noon after every one left I took a cigerette from my brother's pack, lit it like I always did, drew in a big mouth full and inhaled. I did not caugh but the room was spinning and it was like my chest was paralized for a minute. As soon as I could exhale the smoke out, catch my breath and the room quit spinning I took another smaller drag and inhaled. The smoke felt really strong in my lungs but also felt really good. I continued practing inhaling a little more each time for about a week until I could take a big drag and inhale. I have enjoyed the feeling of the smoke in my lungs ever since. Some times now I have to do double or tripple drags or direct inhale to get the same feeling in my lungs. Smoking is great!
I smoked my first cigarette after a night of heavy drinking with a friend who is a smoker. I still remember smoking that first cigarette and still remember that I did not like it, but the next day while suffering through a hangover I found myself staring at an open pack of cigarettes and a lighter that my friend had left behind, and I took the bait, and lit up. Long story short I am a regular smoker and do not regret it. As for why I became a regular smoker, I was curious and wanted to see for myself what was so great about smoking, and now I know.
It's so good to hear that you all enjoy smoking now. I never thought that I would become a smoker but after smoking a couple of packs I got completely hooked and I cant go without them now. I am sure that there are many soon to be smokers out there if they just tried a couple of cigarettes, would soon become regular smokers. It's just awesome to be a smoker!
Yes, addicted at 13 but my parents said OK after I explained it at age 15. I am 21 and still love my cigarettes, about one ppd now. I smoke Reds and love the feeling of somke in my lungs and nic in my brain. My younger brother did the same and he is 18 and loves smoking too. We are a smoking family.
I agree, once you explain that you cannot stop, parents (even the non-smoking ones) eventually understand when they see how happy you are when you smoke and how irritable and anxious you can get when you dont get your nicotine. I came from a non smoking family and once I had explained that I had started and couldnt stop my family tried a few to see what the fascination was all about. Within 3 months they all became smokers and they are all smoking a pack a day now,so we always have our ciggies with us. My folks even bought me my cigarettes back then!!! We went from no smoking to everyone smoking and have a good laugh about it now.
I first tried Newports when I was in Highschool. I had smoked a few other brands but then I experienced Newports. WOW!!!!!!!!! It was the best tasting smoothest cigarette I had ever smoked. I smoked for a while and then quit for several years. I often thought about starting again and recently decided to give it a try again. I bought Newports first and the love was still there. I also tried EVE and Capri's. I had smoked EVE's at one time years ago and did like them. The Capri's were OK but I still prefer the Newport's.
I am not a heavy smoker, but I do enjoy smoking a few after work and especially before going to bed. I also find now that since starting again, I wake sometimes at night craving a smoke and the first thing I do upon waking is light a cigarette. I have always smoked in private. I hardly ever smoke in public. I just enjoy the private pleasure and don't want to offend anyone. I am starting to smoke more and am currently at about a pack a day. I hope I can get up to 2 packs a day soon. I really love the great feeling of inhaling the smoke. I have now gotten to where I take very long drags on the cigarette and hold the smoke in my lungs as long as I can. It is such a great feeling. I enjoy reading others post on here about your smoking pleasures. Goodbye for now and happy smokes to all.
From a young age I always wanted to smoke. It looked enjoyable and I saw it as a mature thing to do. At the age of 12 I found a half pack of cigarettes behind the sofa. All my family were smokers so.I knew exactly what to do from watching them. The first time I tried it I hid round the back of the garage lit my cigarette and inhaled deeply. I managed to refrain from coughing. I instantly got sacred of getting caught so put it out. A week or so later I whilst sat in my room one evening I decided to try again. Everyone was in bed so I felt safe. I lit up and smoked the entire cigarette, and quite enjoyed it. I think mainly because I was doing something I had wanted to do for I long time. I continued to smoke when ever I could get hold of cigarettes, up untill I was 15 when I could get away with buying my own. My mother found out when I was 16 and wasn't too pleased but as she smokes could not really try stopping me. I'm now 28 and smoke a pack a day and absolutely love it. The only downside is my girlfriend hates it and wants me to stop. I wish she would start then she would understand how great it is. I love smoking and would recommend it to anyone considering starting
It would be nice if you could get your girlfriend to experience the pleasure of smoking. Just wait for the right moment and offer her a cigarette to try. Once her interest level picks up she may have another if offered and then the game is on. I hope that she also gets to experience smoking on a regular basis, she will be more relaxed and content as a smoker. Explain to her the enjoyment that you get as a smoker and that you would like her to share that enjoyment with you. Perhaps show her this site so that she can read for herself what pleasure she is missing. Hope to hear that we have a new happy and contented smoker very soon!
I started just this year at age 28 while away for a week with a few friends. I was very anti smoke all my life, but towards the end of the week, and after a few beers my buddies got me to try a cigarette for a laugh. I didn,t really have the ill effects that people speak of at first, (coughing etc). I actually felt an incredible head rush from that first inhale. The next couple of days they had me try it a few more times, coaching me on correct technique regarding inhaling. I didn't make too big of a deal about it to my buddies, but I was secretly loving the head rush dizzy feeling and ignoring the slight nausea I was experiencing from those first few cigarettes. After returning home I found myself thinking about having a smoke and kept asking my friends for one until finally a buddy handed my a fresh pack of my own. Of course I finished it pretty quickly and found myself out for another pack in no time. I am now smoking about 15 a day and just crave cigarettes, especially after switching to Reds last month. I never thought I would start after being smoke free all my life, but inhaling cigarette smoke and holding it before exhaling to get that nicotine fix is totally awesome. I think my buddies were surprised watching me as I became hopelessly addicted, but it happened, and fairly quickly. Don't think I could stop now if I wanted to.
Love hearing how your buddies created another life-time cigarette addict with just one cigarette. How long overall did it take before you were smoking daily?
Started daily about a week after returning from vacation and tried to keep it to about 5 per day. After a month or so of this the cravings for smoke were getting very bad so I increased and now 6 months after starting I am at 15 or so per day, which seems about right for me at the moment. After trying those first few cigarettes, a buddy of mine advised me to keep it up, because the addiction feels so awesome. I took the advice and agree, lighting up to satisfy the craving feels totally awesome.
Yes it does! Welcome to the circle. My favorite is the one (or two!) on a full stomach - nothing beats a deep drag then. Smart choice to go to the reds, I do the 100's myself - same price, more smoke... Don't try to keep it down or force more, just smoke what and when you feel like. I'm sure your friends are happy to see you as a fully-fledged fellow smoker! Wish I could share one with ya bud!
Great story on how you started, Glad you went to Reds, have been a reds smoker for 30 yrs and proud of it. Wish I could join ya for one . Happy smoking and hope u increase.
I had been curious about the experience since my mid teens, but as I was still living with my anti-smoker parents, it never amounted to more than the occasional cigarette snuck in the woods.
When I got my own place last fall at 20 years old, I moved in with a pack of cigarettes in my bag. It was pretty much my plan to become a smoker, though it didn't turn into a daily habit until early this year (and this site probably played a major role in it, ha). Since then, I've worked my way up to about 15-20 a day.
Now, when I wake up in the morning, I crave a cigarette and am happy to submit. I smoke before and after meals, while reading, studying, watching TV, socially, anytime, and it seems to be getting better by the day. There's nothing quite like it. Just writing this made me crave another one even though my last was just 20 minutes ago or so.
Newports are great cigarettes,lots of nicotine,you just cant wait for the next one! Why no smoking in public ? - show everyone how you love your Newports and the satisfaction you get when smoking. Be proud of being a smoker! Let everyone see your cigarettes and lighter, make them visible whenever you can. Everyone should see that you are a happy contented smoker, no sense in trying to hide it.
I took your advice and Saturday I decided to just walk around town and at the park while smoking. I must say I was surprised. No negative comments from anyone and I even had a young woman ask for a cigarette, which I gladly gave. It was great to be able to openly smoke and not have to worry about offending anyone. I am starting to smoke more each day. I can't seem to get enough. It seems like work will never end so I can have a smoke. Last night I awoke at around 4:00am craving a Newport. Well, I smoked one and still wanted more. I ended up smoking 3 cigarettes before going back to bed. The next two hours I slept beautifully and awoke when the alarm sounded and felt great. I was getting some change from my purse during a break at work and a co-worker saw my Newports. She said, Oh, I didn't know you smoked. I said, well I just recently started. I didn't know what she would think about it. Turns out she also smokes. She smokes Virginia Slims. On our next break we slipped outside for a smoke. I tried one of her Virg. Slims and it was good, but I will have to stick with my Newports. They are just wonderful. I better get off for now, gotta fix dinner and have another smoke.
I smoked Salem 100s for 22 years, switched to Newports because they looked like an easy draw from them. Two years I smoked Newport 100s. Now I am a Marlboro Menthol 100s smoker. And you are right, I wake up during the night a lot, and i go outside to smoke. One is not enough, I need two. Only smoking one leaves me with an empty feeling in my chest after not having one for a while. Just looking at them in the convienence store makes me feel the sensation of me inhaling them, then I can't wait to have one. I am hopeless. They run my life....
I always loved seeing guy's smoking and eventually got the nerve to nick a smoke from my Dad. Inhaled from the fist drag, it felt great. Thinking back being around smoking parents I think I was used to it and maybe already addicted. I wished I had taken more than one at the time. Smoked most days from then onwards and got caught a couple of years later (don't know how I managed so long!). Got the bad to smoke chat but the next day Dad offered me a smoke. Have not looked back since. Now 45 and still love it :)
How old were you when he offered you a smoke? It must have been special to share one that day he decided to let you be a happy smoker. Did he start buying them for you? Bet it wasn't long before you were a pack a day man... Love to hear the details.
Well, so far not one negative post here. It seems as though we are very content with our choice to be smokers. Even though some may have been nervous to start-once they had experienced smoking there was no going back. All I can say is that more people should give smoking a try, they will also experience true pleasure. I am very happy that I smoke and continue to look forward to every cigarette! Such a rush and I feel great after a smoke.
So you see! Don't you feel happy and proud to be a smoker now? If you smoke outside you cannot offend anyone-it's your right to smoke if you need to as much as it is their right not to smoke (although if they tried it they would probably smoke too!).
The reason that you slept well is because you had satisfied your need for nicotine and that is why you felt great.
There are many smokers that hold back until they feel that they are in smoker friendly territory, (you aren't one of them now) now you know that you can smoke with your co-worker you will find other smokers to enjoy a cigarette with.
Let everyone see that you are a smoker-maybe there are other smokers just like you waiting to light up and when they see you as a proud confident smoker they will also light up. Congratulations! you will enjoy your cigarettes so much more now.
I notice that you said you smoked one of your co-workers virginia slims but that you were going to stay with your Newports. The reason for this is that Newports have higher nicotine and tar as opposed to the slims and that is why you prefer your Newports-once you are used to a certain level of nicotine you will never be satisfied with less.
I snuck my first cigarette at 16. I didn't cough and enjoyed the feeling annd the taste that lingered for hours. I continued stealing one at a time, and eventually progressed to whole packs. My dad figured it out and one day after dinner he pulled out a pack and offered me one. I was embarrassed, but he looked at me and said "I know you want one." well, of course he was right - how could I resist the after dinner cigarette? I took it, and from the deep drags I took and the look of pleasure on my face he knew I was hooked, and he gave me a pack right there and told me not to hide it any more. Sorry I didn't come out sooner, LOL... it was great sharing smokes with him after that..
One day when I was about 13, I was riding in my Grandpa's truck on a few errands. He always lit up a cigarette when he got in the car, and to this day, I have to give him credit for such a defined smoking style; not just in terms of regularity, but also of his exhales. He noticed me watching him smoke and asked me if I wanted to smoke. I told him I was curious about it, and asked him if I could try it. He gave me one of his camel unfiltereds and a brief lecture about how he started smoking at 10 and that everyone always did it back then. He said it was my choice and a right of passage. That was 18 years ago.
I became a regular smoker when I was seventeen, but would sneak a couple every now and then from the age of eleven. Those first few years of sneaking about one a month I had no idea what I was doing, mainly inhaling the smoke. But when i learned to inhale at seventeen I feel in love with smoking and new I would be smoking for a long time when I got that first craving and was able to satisfy it with a smoke.
My feelings of wanting to become a smoker actually can be traced back to when I was a teenager. I enjoyed looking at the Misty brand cigarette ads of young attractive women posing with a cigarette and the look of happiness on their faces. I just found it to be the cool thing. The temptation was worse whenever I would get in the car with my mom because right after starting the engine she would light up one of her Marlboro Lights and there would be a large haze of smoke around us and I loved the smell of it. Mom and I have always liked the smell of gasoline and car exhaust from newer vehicles as long as it don't smell too gross lol. I always looked forward to going to the gas station because of the smells I found to be pleasant and the aroma of her cigarette smoke. My cravings increase big time when I am around gas fumes or car exhaust fumes. I know I'm wierd but we all have our own special likes.
I started hanging out with a young lady in her early 20's this year and she smoked Marlboro Smooths from time to time. One day I was watching her puff on her cigarette and exhale and I wanted to try one so bad. So now I'm hooked, I smoke 2 packs of Marlboro Lights per day. Love smoking when I'm in the car.
A friend nicked some of his dad's camels and gave me one. I just puffed at first. Kept puffing and the he moved away. Nicked some of my moms salems and tried to inhale. Did not cough but it made me really dizzy. Then in the a club house in the back of another friends place, were were puffing on on winstons and I tried inhaling again. This time it did no make me dizzy, it felt really good.
I started buying my own but hid from my parents who were smokers, but would have been very upset with me smoking. We move to Florida and I continued smoking and liking it a LOT. At 15 my mom caught me and had to come out.
Been smoking ever since. From the start i loved how the smoke felt in my lungs and sill do. I currently smoke Marlboro Menthol 100s. And sometimes Newports.
Was friendly with this girl who worked in my office. She was a regular smoker and loved her cigarettes. She inhaled her cigarette smoke deeply and you could see the enjoyment smoking gave her. Watching her smoke gave me a strong urge to take up smoking. One night when we were out she asked if I wanted a cigarette and decided to have one. I found it quite enjoyable and so relaxing and she suggested that I should take up smoking if I liked it and told me to inhale deeply to get full pleasure from cigarettes. Addiction set in pretty quickly and both of us soon started to enjoy having a cigarette together. Still smoking to this day.
I was an addicted smoker before I even had a cigarette.
I was always fascinated by watching others smoke, especially women. I enjoyed the way the smoke would come out of their mouths. I used to pretend to smoke by holding my parents cigarettes and then taking a drag on an unlit cigarette. Then, while I was still young, around 10, I had a dream that I smoked my first cigarette and I woke up coughing horribly. My grandmother rushed into my bedroom to see what was wrong, but I would not tell her about the dream. I then made a vow that I would never smoke, swearing on the Bible. But I continued to pretend to smoke by using pencils or pens. I used to really like watching the cigarette commercials when they were still on and always took notice of magazine ads.
I always thought my first cigarette would be a Salem 100 - long and white. Then one day my mother had a pack of these, which she never did being a committed Marlboro smoker (now going on some 60 years!). When she left the car with me and her cigarettes still in there, I snuck two and hid them in the glove compartment. The next morning before my paper route a tried smoking a lit cigarette, being careful not to inhale. However, I accidently did and coughed horribly and stamped out the cigarette. The next morning I was trying it again and same thing.
Then a few days later I went up into the woods by myself and had a cigarette. for the first time I inhaled without coughing and exhaled a steady stream of smoke. I was so excited that I was actually smoking and it felt so good! Then began the journey of trying different brands. For a while I settled on Parliament 100's. Over the years I have had an on-again, off-again conflicted journey of smoking, really enjoying it but then not wanting to be labeled as a smoker and staying in the closet over it. Recently, after a 7 year stint of not smoking, I started again in my late 40's. This time I told my mother (she never knew before this). We have since smoked a lot together. I sense a relief from her that one of her 5 children actually smokes.
Today I smoke Misty Menthol 120's and usually only 6-8 a day. Not much, but I sure do enjoy those little treats throughout my day. Some days I cannot smoke at all. Being addicted, this can be a challenge, but quite enjoyable when I finally do get to smoke. With the exception of smoking with my mother, I usually smoke alone and enjoy these private times.
I have always been fascinated with smoking. It is so part of who I am even though it is something I only do privately. I really enjoy it. this season of smoking has been quite different. I have given up quitting. I have simply accepted the fact that I am a smoker and deeply enjoy smoking. It is a constant part of who I am and I do not know how to be otherwise.
I don't know about you but I was always attracted to the Misty cigarette ads with the beautiful women and the look of pleasure on their faces from being smokers. That has been my biggest inspiration to start smoking myself. I miss the days I would see those ads up on the billboards or in magazines. Personally, I really enjoy the smell of the cigarette smoke. I smoke Misty Lights.
Started smoking at age 19, but didn't inhale. Just puffed maybe 6 to 8 per day. At the age of 22 my girlfriend got me started inhaling. First cigarette that I inhaled was a Virginia Slim Light Menthol. That was it for me. I was hooked within a month. Had no clue that you were supposed to inhale the smoke. Dated her for 3 years. Started at 10 per day, and shot up to 1 1/2 to 2 packs per day of B&H Menthols. Now at 48 still smoke about 2 packs per day of B&H Menthols, or Salem 100's. I definitely am in love with smoking and very addicted.
I might have understood if you were doing it to impress someone, or look 'cool'. But your closet admission blows that out the water.
The thing is, smoking without inhaling is not particularly pleasurable. And it's certainly not addictive. Closet smokers tend to be 'closet' because they 'need' to smoke, but don't want to reveal it. No one particularly enjoys the 'closet' part, it's just they need nic. You didn't. So why go to all that trouble and expense to move smoke in and out of your mouth?
I agree smoking without inhaling is just pointless. When I first started sneaking cigs I did not inhale and needless to say was not hooked just something that would kill time once in awhile. Then I learned how to inhale and loved it. I bummed a few for a week or two then finally brought a pack. By the end of the pack, when i ran out I realized that I was addicted. I will never forget when that first real craving hit, I was nervous, anxious, thinking I needed one but thought no way I was hooked. Then after a few hours I purchased pack number two, and after smoking one and feeling the craving subside I knew I was a smoker. I have not looked back from 3-5 a day that first year, to 7-10 for a couple years, 10 to 15 for a bit before finally settling on about 25 a day.
And cannot wait to buy my first pack when i turn 18, and try my first cigarette. Unfortunately none of my immediate family smokes, (Have tried taking one from my aunty when we visit but havent been able to do so yet) and neither do any of my close friends. I love watching hot women and men smoking, and seeing the enjoyment they get from every single drag, Any tips you guys have for me?
Yes, get someone to get you a couple of packs and start now. I started at 15 and I have been smoking ever since-love every one and cant imagine not smoking now.
Thanks bro! What brand do you guys recommend I start on? The plan was to start on Marlboro Lights (Gold Pack) for a few packs, then move up to Marlboro Reds or Pall Mall Reds, but I've heard Marlboro Lights are good but have quite a chemical taste? Anything else you would
Recommend someone to start on or are Marb Lights the best for a first timer?
...can be a great thing, if they don't wind up being too strong for you. My first was a Red, and I though it took me a while to decide that being a smoker might be okay, I've never really wanted to try many other brands. If you start with Reds, you will most likely become hooked quickly, so proceed with caution if you're not sure about your decision.
The typical statement from fellow Reds smokers goes something like, "I never thought I'd smoke, hated being around it, etc. then I tried a Red and fell in love." Go easy on them at first, they won't disappoint.
This is a great site--for one thing. It is great to find people who love smoking as much as I do.
I used to hate cigarettes until about age 8 or so. Watching pretty women and girls smoke was very enticing. The way they inhaled looked soooo relaxing. My third grade teacher used to smoke and I used to see her cigarettes in her pocketbook while at school. In fifth grade, a few girls in my class were already smoking, and that reinforced my thoughts that maybe someday I would be smart(or a smartass) and finally start smoking. No peer pressure at all. Then the dreams in my sleep about me smoking. I went to school one day as a non-smoker, after school I started smoking. It was November 1973, I was 11, just started 6th grade, and I smoked my first. I wanted another one and it was over. I was hooked. Stole my moms for a while until I bought my own. Pulling one out of the pack, grabbing the lighter and that first drag is so damn good...sucking on them is soooo good, inhaling them, and then blowing it out. It is a very gratifying process. Cigarettes were about 48 cents a pack when i started. I quit for three days once in 1985 (my stupid period), but I couldn't take it anymore. I broke down and bought a pack and it was the greatest feeling in the world to be smoking again. When I was nine, I used to buy cigs for my parents, so I guess they wanted me to smoke. Also, while riding in the car with the parents, they would smoke so I was probably addicted anyway. lol I hated and still hate second hand smoke. If I only knew how good cigs were when I was younger(getting around the second hand smoke), I could've started when I was three to five, as there was always cigs around the house, lit and left in ashtrays while my mom left the room for a minute. If I only knew how good they were, I would've started back then. Some people start that young, and I don't know how they did it. Don't think I could've handled Kindergarten while craving a cigarette. However, I wouldn't have mind smoking that young. If I ever live again, I am going to smoke at three, that's how much I love it. I am obsessed with the habit I used to hate so much and I see that I am not alone. I lived in a house with 3 brothers, and none of them smoked. Lots of fun times sneaking around just to puff it up. QUIT!?!?!? Not when everyone else is enjoying them and teasing you ---and they don't even know they are doing it....am I right? Here I am smoking 38 years now, and I still do not have a smokers cough. I guess they were made for me...
Before I started smoking. There was this girl I thought was so pretty. A guy I know said you wouldn't want her she smokes. I thought gee's if that's the worst thing she does. She's a good woman! Now I smoke. And I'm glad of that facted!
I was 22 my new partner was a smoker and talked me into trying one. It was a marlboro light and it was ok nothing special. Over the next 6 weeks if he wanted me to smoke i would then at 6 weeks i started to smoke daily usually only 3 and only with my partner(always lights). 6 months went by and nothing really i liked it sort of, i had no cravings and felt no addiction. I thought about stopping as i wasn't getting much from it.
Then i was driving my younger brother (the only family member how smoked) home from visiting our parents i asked him about smoking something i didn't want to speak to my partner about he told me how great it was who much he loved needing to smoke and said all this talk was making him want one. We pulled over and we got out and he give me my first Red, what a difference it tasted better, it felt better, i felt a buzz, it was the best smoke i had ever had. My brother knew i had been smoking and advised me to continue smoking to take deeper drags and hold for longer and to smoke reds.
As we approached his flat he asked me to stop as he needed a new pack, i did and he came out the shop with 2 packs of reds he gave me 1 of the packs. I finished my lights that night and started on the reds the next day. I was surprised to find on the tuesday that i had smoked 12 the day before. By 1pm that tuesday i had 2 left and went to buy my first pack of reds it was 14 smokes that day. I was finding the more i smoked the more i wanted to smoke. By Friday i smoked a pack plus and that continued over the weekend. A work mate saw me smoking on Sunday during lunck break he said i didn't know you smoked i said only on occasion. that didn't last by Monday i was out smoking with the other smokers at morning break. By Tuesday cravings kicked -in i missed morning break by 11am i wanted a smoke, i needed a smoke, all i could think about was having a smoke. At 12:30 it was lunch and the first thing i did was smoke, the relief was immense the pleasure was fantasic. I knew i was addicted, i knew i was a smoker and i knew i wanted to be a smoker.
The following Saturday i met up with my brother to go to a football match. I met him in the pub he offered me a smoke i said ofcourse. When walking to the match i pulled my pack of reds out and offered him one he said ofcourse and said i was starting to think like a smoker. He said I knew i would n't get one inside and smoked because of that he did say you only have 2 left, a smoker would already have a new pack. I then pulled my unopen pack out of the jacket and told him i was a smoker.
I outed myself with his help the next time we visited our parents, they were not too happy. My partner was delighted for me and i was happy to. I was now an addicted smoker and i loved it.
Never looked back been a reds 1.5 pack per day smoker for 15 years now, never tried to quit never even thought about quitting. Why did i not start reds sooner. Thanks little bro i nearly missed out on being smoker but because of you i am a smoker who loves smoking.
My wife is a 20-year smoker, professional, sexy woman. I have a smoking fetish, but could never inhale, so she smoked in bed and it was a turn on to watch her. Over the last couple of months she has been giving me "smokey kisses" and most recently, having me inhale off her cig (Marlboro Menthol 100s). I've now started smoking with her daily, or almost daily, although no addiction that I can feel yet. It's just for fun. I enjoy the dizzy and relaxed feeling I get. She said that's how she started! (Except, not the fetish part.:)
Why and how did you become a smoker
Became curious about why so many people smoked, and the look of sheer pleasure smokers showed whilst taking large drags on cigarettes. I decided to try it and didn't enjoy it at first, but after a little persistence I realised I was beginning to enjoy it. A few more packs and I started to inhale deeper and hold the smoke in longer on each drag. I began to get cravings and now wish I'd started sooner. I love smoking now.
Ex-Girlfriend Got Me Started
Never liked it until an ex-girlfriend of mine who was a stripper smoked. And she was really good at it. Bottom line is, I ended up starting to smoke because of her and I finally 'got it' once I inhaled for the first time......it felt really good. Gotta thank her for it for opening up my mind to smoking.
How and why
I think that I told this story before in another post, but since you asked. I was 12 and most of the people around me smoked so when I was at home in the after noons with every one gone I would take a cigerette from my older brothers pack, light it and puff on it, I did not know at that time you were suposed to inhale. One day we were all sitting around the table after lunch and visiting I was observing my brother's girl friend accross the table smoking. When she would take a drag the smoke would dissappear and her chest would rise then her chest would drop as she exhaled. That after noon after every one left I took a cigerette from my brother's pack, lit it like I always did, drew in a big mouth full and inhaled. I did not caugh but the room was spinning and it was like my chest was paralized for a minute. As soon as I could exhale the smoke out, catch my breath and the room quit spinning I took another smaller drag and inhaled. The smoke felt really strong in my lungs but also felt really good. I continued practing inhaling a little more each time for about a week until I could take a big drag and inhale. I have enjoyed the feeling of the smoke in my lungs ever since. Some times now I have to do double or tripple drags or direct inhale to get the same feeling in my lungs. Smoking is great!
How and Why
I smoked my first cigarette after a night of heavy drinking with a friend who is a smoker. I still remember smoking that first cigarette and still remember that I did not like it, but the next day while suffering through a hangover I found myself staring at an open pack of cigarettes and a lighter that my friend had left behind, and I took the bait, and lit up. Long story short I am a regular smoker and do not regret it. As for why I became a regular smoker, I was curious and wanted to see for myself what was so great about smoking, and now I know.
How and why
It's so good to hear that you all enjoy smoking now. I never thought that I would become a smoker but after smoking a couple of packs I got completely hooked and I cant go without them now. I am sure that there are many soon to be smokers out there if they just tried a couple of cigarettes, would soon become regular smokers. It's just awesome to be a smoker!
stealing cigs from age 13
Yes, addicted at 13 but my parents said OK after I explained it at age 15. I am 21 and still love my cigarettes, about one ppd now. I smoke Reds and love the feeling of somke in my lungs and nic in my brain. My younger brother did the same and he is 18 and loves smoking too. We are a smoking family.
I know that this is an old
I know that this is an old post, but to those that come across it, as I have...
My parents were both smokers and felt guilty when I started, but soon got over it and we became a smoking family too.
Addicted at 13
I agree, once you explain that you cannot stop, parents (even the non-smoking ones) eventually understand when they see how happy you are when you smoke and how irritable and anxious you can get when you dont get your nicotine. I came from a non smoking family and once I had explained that I had started and couldnt stop my family tried a few to see what the fascination was all about. Within 3 months they all became smokers and they are all smoking a pack a day now,so we always have our ciggies with us. My folks even bought me my cigarettes back then!!! We went from no smoking to everyone smoking and have a good laugh about it now.
I wish it was that easy.
Some parents will harp on you to quit to the very end.
Smoking Newports
I first tried Newports when I was in Highschool. I had smoked a few other brands but then I experienced Newports. WOW!!!!!!!!! It was the best tasting smoothest cigarette I had ever smoked. I smoked for a while and then quit for several years. I often thought about starting again and recently decided to give it a try again. I bought Newports first and the love was still there. I also tried EVE and Capri's. I had smoked EVE's at one time years ago and did like them. The Capri's were OK but I still prefer the Newport's.
I am not a heavy smoker, but I do enjoy smoking a few after work and especially before going to bed. I also find now that since starting again, I wake sometimes at night craving a smoke and the first thing I do upon waking is light a cigarette. I have always smoked in private. I hardly ever smoke in public. I just enjoy the private pleasure and don't want to offend anyone. I am starting to smoke more and am currently at about a pack a day. I hope I can get up to 2 packs a day soon. I really love the great feeling of inhaling the smoke. I have now gotten to where I take very long drags on the cigarette and hold the smoke in my lungs as long as I can. It is such a great feeling. I enjoy reading others post on here about your smoking pleasures. Goodbye for now and happy smokes to all.
started at 12
From a young age I always wanted to smoke. It looked enjoyable and I saw it as a mature thing to do. At the age of 12 I found a half pack of cigarettes behind the sofa. All my family were smokers so.I knew exactly what to do from watching them. The first time I tried it I hid round the back of the garage lit my cigarette and inhaled deeply. I managed to refrain from coughing. I instantly got sacred of getting caught so put it out. A week or so later I whilst sat in my room one evening I decided to try again. Everyone was in bed so I felt safe. I lit up and smoked the entire cigarette, and quite enjoyed it. I think mainly because I was doing something I had wanted to do for I long time. I continued to smoke when ever I could get hold of cigarettes, up untill I was 15 when I could get away with buying my own. My mother found out when I was 16 and wasn't too pleased but as she smokes could not really try stopping me. I'm now 28 and smoke a pack a day and absolutely love it. The only downside is my girlfriend hates it and wants me to stop. I wish she would start then she would understand how great it is. I love smoking and would recommend it to anyone considering starting
Getting girlfriend to start
It would be nice if you could get your girlfriend to experience the pleasure of smoking. Just wait for the right moment and offer her a cigarette to try. Once her interest level picks up she may have another if offered and then the game is on. I hope that she also gets to experience smoking on a regular basis, she will be more relaxed and content as a smoker. Explain to her the enjoyment that you get as a smoker and that you would like her to share that enjoyment with you. Perhaps show her this site so that she can read for herself what pleasure she is missing. Hope to hear that we have a new happy and contented smoker very soon!
started late by surprise
I started just this year at age 28 while away for a week with a few friends. I was very anti smoke all my life, but towards the end of the week, and after a few beers my buddies got me to try a cigarette for a laugh. I didn,t really have the ill effects that people speak of at first, (coughing etc). I actually felt an incredible head rush from that first inhale. The next couple of days they had me try it a few more times, coaching me on correct technique regarding inhaling. I didn't make too big of a deal about it to my buddies, but I was secretly loving the head rush dizzy feeling and ignoring the slight nausea I was experiencing from those first few cigarettes. After returning home I found myself thinking about having a smoke and kept asking my friends for one until finally a buddy handed my a fresh pack of my own. Of course I finished it pretty quickly and found myself out for another pack in no time. I am now smoking about 15 a day and just crave cigarettes, especially after switching to Reds last month. I never thought I would start after being smoke free all my life, but inhaling cigarette smoke and holding it before exhaling to get that nicotine fix is totally awesome. I think my buddies were surprised watching me as I became hopelessly addicted, but it happened, and fairly quickly. Don't think I could stop now if I wanted to.
Great story
Love hearing how your buddies created another life-time cigarette addict with just one cigarette. How long overall did it take before you were smoking daily?
didn't take long to feel cravings
Started daily about a week after returning from vacation and tried to keep it to about 5 per day. After a month or so of this the cravings for smoke were getting very bad so I increased and now 6 months after starting I am at 15 or so per day, which seems about right for me at the moment. After trying those first few cigarettes, a buddy of mine advised me to keep it up, because the addiction feels so awesome. I took the advice and agree, lighting up to satisfy the craving feels totally awesome.
Great story
Yes it does! Welcome to the circle. My favorite is the one (or two!) on a full stomach - nothing beats a deep drag then. Smart choice to go to the reds, I do the 100's myself - same price, more smoke... Don't try to keep it down or force more, just smoke what and when you feel like. I'm sure your friends are happy to see you as a fully-fledged fellow smoker! Wish I could share one with ya bud!
fellow reds smoker
Great story on how you started, Glad you went to Reds, have been a reds smoker for 30 yrs and proud of it. Wish I could join ya for one . Happy smoking and hope u increase.
I had been curious about the
I had been curious about the experience since my mid teens, but as I was still living with my anti-smoker parents, it never amounted to more than the occasional cigarette snuck in the woods.
When I got my own place last fall at 20 years old, I moved in with a pack of cigarettes in my bag. It was pretty much my plan to become a smoker, though it didn't turn into a daily habit until early this year (and this site probably played a major role in it, ha). Since then, I've worked my way up to about 15-20 a day.
Now, when I wake up in the morning, I crave a cigarette and am happy to submit. I smoke before and after meals, while reading, studying, watching TV, socially, anytime, and it seems to be getting better by the day. There's nothing quite like it. Just writing this made me crave another one even though my last was just 20 minutes ago or so.
Oh well, time to light up!
Smoking Newports
Newports are great cigarettes,lots of nicotine,you just cant wait for the next one! Why no smoking in public ? - show everyone how you love your Newports and the satisfaction you get when smoking. Be proud of being a smoker! Let everyone see your cigarettes and lighter, make them visible whenever you can. Everyone should see that you are a happy contented smoker, no sense in trying to hide it.
Smoking Newports
I took your advice and Saturday I decided to just walk around town and at the park while smoking. I must say I was surprised. No negative comments from anyone and I even had a young woman ask for a cigarette, which I gladly gave. It was great to be able to openly smoke and not have to worry about offending anyone. I am starting to smoke more each day. I can't seem to get enough. It seems like work will never end so I can have a smoke. Last night I awoke at around 4:00am craving a Newport. Well, I smoked one and still wanted more. I ended up smoking 3 cigarettes before going back to bed. The next two hours I slept beautifully and awoke when the alarm sounded and felt great. I was getting some change from my purse during a break at work and a co-worker saw my Newports. She said, Oh, I didn't know you smoked. I said, well I just recently started. I didn't know what she would think about it. Turns out she also smokes. She smokes Virginia Slims. On our next break we slipped outside for a smoke. I tried one of her Virg. Slims and it was good, but I will have to stick with my Newports. They are just wonderful. I better get off for now, gotta fix dinner and have another smoke.
Smoking Newports
I smoked Salem 100s for 22 years, switched to Newports because they looked like an easy draw from them. Two years I smoked Newport 100s. Now I am a Marlboro Menthol 100s smoker. And you are right, I wake up during the night a lot, and i go outside to smoke. One is not enough, I need two. Only smoking one leaves me with an empty feeling in my chest after not having one for a while. Just looking at them in the convienence store makes me feel the sensation of me inhaling them, then I can't wait to have one. I am hopeless. They run my life....
how and why
I always loved seeing guy's smoking and eventually got the nerve to nick a smoke from my Dad. Inhaled from the fist drag, it felt great. Thinking back being around smoking parents I think I was used to it and maybe already addicted. I wished I had taken more than one at the time. Smoked most days from then onwards and got caught a couple of years later (don't know how I managed so long!). Got the bad to smoke chat but the next day Dad offered me a smoke. Have not looked back since. Now 45 and still love it :)
Great dad!
How old were you when he offered you a smoke? It must have been special to share one that day he decided to let you be a happy smoker. Did he start buying them for you? Bet it wasn't long before you were a pack a day man... Love to hear the details.
Not one negative post
Well, so far not one negative post here. It seems as though we are very content with our choice to be smokers. Even though some may have been nervous to start-once they had experienced smoking there was no going back. All I can say is that more people should give smoking a try, they will also experience true pleasure. I am very happy that I smoke and continue to look forward to every cigarette! Such a rush and I feel great after a smoke.
Smoking Newports
So you see! Don't you feel happy and proud to be a smoker now? If you smoke outside you cannot offend anyone-it's your right to smoke if you need to as much as it is their right not to smoke (although if they tried it they would probably smoke too!).
The reason that you slept well is because you had satisfied your need for nicotine and that is why you felt great.
There are many smokers that hold back until they feel that they are in smoker friendly territory, (you aren't one of them now) now you know that you can smoke with your co-worker you will find other smokers to enjoy a cigarette with.
Let everyone see that you are a smoker-maybe there are other smokers just like you waiting to light up and when they see you as a proud confident smoker they will also light up. Congratulations! you will enjoy your cigarettes so much more now.
Smoking Newports
I notice that you said you smoked one of your co-workers virginia slims but that you were going to stay with your Newports. The reason for this is that Newports have higher nicotine and tar as opposed to the slims and that is why you prefer your Newports-once you are used to a certain level of nicotine you will never be satisfied with less.
My story
I snuck my first cigarette at 16. I didn't cough and enjoyed the feeling annd the taste that lingered for hours. I continued stealing one at a time, and eventually progressed to whole packs. My dad figured it out and one day after dinner he pulled out a pack and offered me one. I was embarrassed, but he looked at me and said "I know you want one." well, of course he was right - how could I resist the after dinner cigarette? I took it, and from the deep drags I took and the look of pleasure on my face he knew I was hooked, and he gave me a pack right there and told me not to hide it any more. Sorry I didn't come out sooner, LOL... it was great sharing smokes with him after that..
Thanks Grandpa
One day when I was about 13, I was riding in my Grandpa's truck on a few errands. He always lit up a cigarette when he got in the car, and to this day, I have to give him credit for such a defined smoking style; not just in terms of regularity, but also of his exhales. He noticed me watching him smoke and asked me if I wanted to smoke. I told him I was curious about it, and asked him if I could try it. He gave me one of his camel unfiltereds and a brief lecture about how he started smoking at 10 and that everyone always did it back then. He said it was my choice and a right of passage. That was 18 years ago.
I became a regular smoker
I became a regular smoker when I was seventeen, but would sneak a couple every now and then from the age of eleven. Those first few years of sneaking about one a month I had no idea what I was doing, mainly inhaling the smoke. But when i learned to inhale at seventeen I feel in love with smoking and new I would be smoking for a long time when I got that first craving and was able to satisfy it with a smoke.
Regular smoking
Yeah, once you are hooked there is no way of going back. Pure pleasure and relief when you smoke!
My feelings of wanting to
My feelings of wanting to become a smoker actually can be traced back to when I was a teenager. I enjoyed looking at the Misty brand cigarette ads of young attractive women posing with a cigarette and the look of happiness on their faces. I just found it to be the cool thing. The temptation was worse whenever I would get in the car with my mom because right after starting the engine she would light up one of her Marlboro Lights and there would be a large haze of smoke around us and I loved the smell of it. Mom and I have always liked the smell of gasoline and car exhaust from newer vehicles as long as it don't smell too gross lol. I always looked forward to going to the gas station because of the smells I found to be pleasant and the aroma of her cigarette smoke. My cravings increase big time when I am around gas fumes or car exhaust fumes. I know I'm wierd but we all have our own special likes.
My friend got me hooked
I started hanging out with a young lady in her early 20's this year and she smoked Marlboro Smooths from time to time. One day I was watching her puff on her cigarette and exhale and I wanted to try one so bad. So now I'm hooked, I smoke 2 packs of Marlboro Lights per day. Love smoking when I'm in the car.
I was 11
When I was 11 I asked my mother how did smoking feels? And she offered me her packet... So simple
I was 13
A friend nicked some of his dad's camels and gave me one. I just puffed at first. Kept puffing and the he moved away. Nicked some of my moms salems and tried to inhale. Did not cough but it made me really dizzy. Then in the a club house in the back of another friends place, were were puffing on on winstons and I tried inhaling again. This time it did no make me dizzy, it felt really good.
I started buying my own but hid from my parents who were smokers, but would have been very upset with me smoking. We move to Florida and I continued smoking and liking it a LOT. At 15 my mom caught me and had to come out.
Been smoking ever since. From the start i loved how the smoke felt in my lungs and sill do. I currently smoke Marlboro Menthol 100s. And sometimes Newports.
Girl workmate got me addicted
Was friendly with this girl who worked in my office. She was a regular smoker and loved her cigarettes. She inhaled her cigarette smoke deeply and you could see the enjoyment smoking gave her. Watching her smoke gave me a strong urge to take up smoking. One night when we were out she asked if I wanted a cigarette and decided to have one. I found it quite enjoyable and so relaxing and she suggested that I should take up smoking if I liked it and told me to inhale deeply to get full pleasure from cigarettes. Addiction set in pretty quickly and both of us soon started to enjoy having a cigarette together. Still smoking to this day.
My story
I was an addicted smoker before I even had a cigarette.
I was always fascinated by watching others smoke, especially women. I enjoyed the way the smoke would come out of their mouths. I used to pretend to smoke by holding my parents cigarettes and then taking a drag on an unlit cigarette. Then, while I was still young, around 10, I had a dream that I smoked my first cigarette and I woke up coughing horribly. My grandmother rushed into my bedroom to see what was wrong, but I would not tell her about the dream. I then made a vow that I would never smoke, swearing on the Bible. But I continued to pretend to smoke by using pencils or pens. I used to really like watching the cigarette commercials when they were still on and always took notice of magazine ads.
I always thought my first cigarette would be a Salem 100 - long and white. Then one day my mother had a pack of these, which she never did being a committed Marlboro smoker (now going on some 60 years!). When she left the car with me and her cigarettes still in there, I snuck two and hid them in the glove compartment. The next morning before my paper route a tried smoking a lit cigarette, being careful not to inhale. However, I accidently did and coughed horribly and stamped out the cigarette. The next morning I was trying it again and same thing.
Then a few days later I went up into the woods by myself and had a cigarette. for the first time I inhaled without coughing and exhaled a steady stream of smoke. I was so excited that I was actually smoking and it felt so good! Then began the journey of trying different brands. For a while I settled on Parliament 100's. Over the years I have had an on-again, off-again conflicted journey of smoking, really enjoying it but then not wanting to be labeled as a smoker and staying in the closet over it. Recently, after a 7 year stint of not smoking, I started again in my late 40's. This time I told my mother (she never knew before this). We have since smoked a lot together. I sense a relief from her that one of her 5 children actually smokes.
Today I smoke Misty Menthol 120's and usually only 6-8 a day. Not much, but I sure do enjoy those little treats throughout my day. Some days I cannot smoke at all. Being addicted, this can be a challenge, but quite enjoyable when I finally do get to smoke. With the exception of smoking with my mother, I usually smoke alone and enjoy these private times.
I have always been fascinated with smoking. It is so part of who I am even though it is something I only do privately. I really enjoy it. this season of smoking has been quite different. I have given up quitting. I have simply accepted the fact that I am a smoker and deeply enjoy smoking. It is a constant part of who I am and I do not know how to be otherwise.
I don't know about you but I
I don't know about you but I was always attracted to the Misty cigarette ads with the beautiful women and the look of pleasure on their faces from being smokers. That has been my biggest inspiration to start smoking myself. I miss the days I would see those ads up on the billboards or in magazines. Personally, I really enjoy the smell of the cigarette smoke. I smoke Misty Lights.
My Story
Started smoking at age 19, but didn't inhale. Just puffed maybe 6 to 8 per day. At the age of 22 my girlfriend got me started inhaling. First cigarette that I inhaled was a Virginia Slim Light Menthol. That was it for me. I was hooked within a month. Had no clue that you were supposed to inhale the smoke. Dated her for 3 years. Started at 10 per day, and shot up to 1 1/2 to 2 packs per day of B&H Menthols. Now at 48 still smoke about 2 packs per day of B&H Menthols, or Salem 100's. I definitely am in love with smoking and very addicted.
Why in [prophet of choice]'s
Why in [prophet of choice]'s name did you smoke 6-8 a day, if you weren't inhaling?!?
Why in ...
I was closet smoker at the time. Did not know you were supposed to inhale. Seriously!
The plot thickens... I might
The plot thickens...
I might have understood if you were doing it to impress someone, or look 'cool'. But your closet admission blows that out the water.
The thing is, smoking without inhaling is not particularly pleasurable. And it's certainly not addictive. Closet smokers tend to be 'closet' because they 'need' to smoke, but don't want to reveal it. No one particularly enjoys the 'closet' part, it's just they need nic. You didn't. So why go to all that trouble and expense to move smoke in and out of your mouth?
I agree smoking without
I agree smoking without inhaling is just pointless. When I first started sneaking cigs I did not inhale and needless to say was not hooked just something that would kill time once in awhile. Then I learned how to inhale and loved it. I bummed a few for a week or two then finally brought a pack. By the end of the pack, when i ran out I realized that I was addicted. I will never forget when that first real craving hit, I was nervous, anxious, thinking I needed one but thought no way I was hooked. Then after a few hours I purchased pack number two, and after smoking one and feeling the craving subside I knew I was a smoker. I have not looked back from 3-5 a day that first year, to 7-10 for a couple years, 10 to 15 for a bit before finally settling on about 25 a day.
I'm 16, almost 17
And cannot wait to buy my first pack when i turn 18, and try my first cigarette. Unfortunately none of my immediate family smokes, (Have tried taking one from my aunty when we visit but havent been able to do so yet) and neither do any of my close friends. I love watching hot women and men smoking, and seeing the enjoyment they get from every single drag, Any tips you guys have for me?
almost 17
Yes, get someone to get you a couple of packs and start now. I started at 15 and I have been smoking ever since-love every one and cant imagine not smoking now.
Thanks bro
Thanks bro! What brand do you guys recommend I start on? The plan was to start on Marlboro Lights (Gold Pack) for a few packs, then move up to Marlboro Reds or Pall Mall Reds, but I've heard Marlboro Lights are good but have quite a chemical taste? Anything else you would
Recommend someone to start on or are Marb Lights the best for a first timer?
Starting with Reds...
...can be a great thing, if they don't wind up being too strong for you. My first was a Red, and I though it took me a while to decide that being a smoker might be okay, I've never really wanted to try many other brands. If you start with Reds, you will most likely become hooked quickly, so proceed with caution if you're not sure about your decision.
The typical statement from fellow Reds smokers goes something like, "I never thought I'd smoke, hated being around it, etc. then I tried a Red and fell in love." Go easy on them at first, they won't disappoint.
Cigarettes were calling me
This is a great site--for one thing. It is great to find people who love smoking as much as I do.
I used to hate cigarettes until about age 8 or so. Watching pretty women and girls smoke was very enticing. The way they inhaled looked soooo relaxing. My third grade teacher used to smoke and I used to see her cigarettes in her pocketbook while at school. In fifth grade, a few girls in my class were already smoking, and that reinforced my thoughts that maybe someday I would be smart(or a smartass) and finally start smoking. No peer pressure at all. Then the dreams in my sleep about me smoking. I went to school one day as a non-smoker, after school I started smoking. It was November 1973, I was 11, just started 6th grade, and I smoked my first. I wanted another one and it was over. I was hooked. Stole my moms for a while until I bought my own. Pulling one out of the pack, grabbing the lighter and that first drag is so damn good...sucking on them is soooo good, inhaling them, and then blowing it out. It is a very gratifying process. Cigarettes were about 48 cents a pack when i started. I quit for three days once in 1985 (my stupid period), but I couldn't take it anymore. I broke down and bought a pack and it was the greatest feeling in the world to be smoking again. When I was nine, I used to buy cigs for my parents, so I guess they wanted me to smoke. Also, while riding in the car with the parents, they would smoke so I was probably addicted anyway. lol I hated and still hate second hand smoke. If I only knew how good cigs were when I was younger(getting around the second hand smoke), I could've started when I was three to five, as there was always cigs around the house, lit and left in ashtrays while my mom left the room for a minute. If I only knew how good they were, I would've started back then. Some people start that young, and I don't know how they did it. Don't think I could've handled Kindergarten while craving a cigarette. However, I wouldn't have mind smoking that young. If I ever live again, I am going to smoke at three, that's how much I love it. I am obsessed with the habit I used to hate so much and I see that I am not alone. I lived in a house with 3 brothers, and none of them smoked. Lots of fun times sneaking around just to puff it up. QUIT!?!?!? Not when everyone else is enjoying them and teasing you ---and they don't even know they are doing it....am I right? Here I am smoking 38 years now, and I still do not have a smokers cough. I guess they were made for me...
Before I started smoking.
Before I started smoking. There was this girl I thought was so pretty. A guy I know said you wouldn't want her she smokes. I thought gee's if that's the worst thing she does. She's a good woman! Now I smoke. And I'm glad of that facted!
I was 22 my new partner was
I was 22 my new partner was a smoker and talked me into trying one. It was a marlboro light and it was ok nothing special. Over the next 6 weeks if he wanted me to smoke i would then at 6 weeks i started to smoke daily usually only 3 and only with my partner(always lights). 6 months went by and nothing really i liked it sort of, i had no cravings and felt no addiction. I thought about stopping as i wasn't getting much from it.
Then i was driving my younger brother (the only family member how smoked) home from visiting our parents i asked him about smoking something i didn't want to speak to my partner about he told me how great it was who much he loved needing to smoke and said all this talk was making him want one. We pulled over and we got out and he give me my first Red, what a difference it tasted better, it felt better, i felt a buzz, it was the best smoke i had ever had. My brother knew i had been smoking and advised me to continue smoking to take deeper drags and hold for longer and to smoke reds.
As we approached his flat he asked me to stop as he needed a new pack, i did and he came out the shop with 2 packs of reds he gave me 1 of the packs. I finished my lights that night and started on the reds the next day. I was surprised to find on the tuesday that i had smoked 12 the day before. By 1pm that tuesday i had 2 left and went to buy my first pack of reds it was 14 smokes that day. I was finding the more i smoked the more i wanted to smoke. By Friday i smoked a pack plus and that continued over the weekend. A work mate saw me smoking on Sunday during lunck break he said i didn't know you smoked i said only on occasion. that didn't last by Monday i was out smoking with the other smokers at morning break. By Tuesday cravings kicked -in i missed morning break by 11am i wanted a smoke, i needed a smoke, all i could think about was having a smoke. At 12:30 it was lunch and the first thing i did was smoke, the relief was immense the pleasure was fantasic. I knew i was addicted, i knew i was a smoker and i knew i wanted to be a smoker.
The following Saturday i met up with my brother to go to a football match. I met him in the pub he offered me a smoke i said ofcourse. When walking to the match i pulled my pack of reds out and offered him one he said ofcourse and said i was starting to think like a smoker. He said I knew i would n't get one inside and smoked because of that he did say you only have 2 left, a smoker would already have a new pack. I then pulled my unopen pack out of the jacket and told him i was a smoker.
I outed myself with his help the next time we visited our parents, they were not too happy. My partner was delighted for me and i was happy to. I was now an addicted smoker and i loved it.
Never looked back been a reds 1.5 pack per day smoker for 15 years now, never tried to quit never even thought about quitting. Why did i not start reds sooner. Thanks little bro i nearly missed out on being smoker but because of you i am a smoker who loves smoking.
Ben
My wife is a 20-year smoker, professional, sexy woman. I have a smoking fetish, but could never inhale, so she smoked in bed and it was a turn on to watch her. Over the last couple of months she has been giving me "smokey kisses" and most recently, having me inhale off her cig (Marlboro Menthol 100s). I've now started smoking with her daily, or almost daily, although no addiction that I can feel yet. It's just for fun. I enjoy the dizzy and relaxed feeling I get. She said that's how she started! (Except, not the fetish part.:)
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