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I have been enamored with smoking my whole life, and I enjoy watching smoking videos on you tube. I'd really like to at least try it, but here's the problem. I was raised in a very strict christian home and I ended up marrying a strict christian woman. So all my family and friends view smoking as a sin, and they would practically disown me if they ever found out that I even tried smoking. I obviously don't see anything wrong with it. I just don't see what's so bad about having a little pleasure now & then, even though I am a little nervous about the health risks. So I definitely want to try smoking, but I'm not ready to lose all my friends and have my family disown me because of it.
My wife and I are having other issues, so I'm not sure if our marriage will last - maybe one day I'll be able to smoke publicly, but until then...
I need to know what is the best way to hide smoking so no one will ever find out? What tricks have you guys used? I read one comment where someone said they never smoke more than 3 cigarettes a day - does this work? Do you have any other advice for hiding smoking? And what about the health risks?